{"id":4948,"date":"2020-04-20T06:40:44","date_gmt":"2020-04-20T06:40:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/?page_id=4948"},"modified":"2020-05-04T10:51:22","modified_gmt":"2020-05-04T10:51:22","slug":"my-silent-void","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/en\/my-silent-void\/","title":{"rendered":"My Silent Void"},"content":{"rendered":"<div  class=\"tatsu-CT9SSCh0a tatsu-section  tatsu-bg-overlay   tatsu-clearfix\" data-title=\"My Silent Void\"  data-headerscheme=\"background--dark\"><div class='tatsu-section-pad clearfix' data-padding='{\"d\":\"0px 0px 0px 0px\",\"m\":\"70px 0px 0px 0px\"}' data-padding-top='70px'><div class=\"tatsu-row-wrap  tatsu-row-full-width tatsu-row-has-one-half tatsu-row-has-two-cols tatsu-zero-margin tatsu-no-gutter tatsu-eq-cols tatsu-swap-cols  tatsu-clearfix tatsu-lmIWaegabn\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-row \" ><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-column-align-middle tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu-HA15lzOO83\"  data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"special-heading-wrap style4  tatsu-DMQSRP4_kY oshine-module   tatsu-animate \" data-animation=\"zoomIn\"  data-animation-duration=\"1000\"><div class=\"vertical-divider top\"><\/div><h3  class=\"caption \">Song No.1<\/h3><div class=\"special-heading \"><h1 class=\"special-h-tag\" >My Silent Void<\/h1><\/div><div class=\"vertical-divider bottom\" ><\/div><style>.tatsu-DMQSRP4_kY.special-heading-wrap .vertical-divider{background: #efefef;}.tatsu-DMQSRP4_kY{padding: 5% 0px 0px 0px;}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-DMQSRP4_kY{padding: 40px 0px 0px 0px;}}<\/style><\/div><div  class=\"tatsu-module tatsu-text-block-wrap tatsu-WwsnUsVvTo  \"><div class=\"tatsu-text-inner tatsu-align-center  clearfix\" ><style>.tatsu-WwsnUsVvTo.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 65%;text-align: center;padding: 0px 0px 7% 0px;}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-WwsnUsVvTo.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 80%;}}<\/style>\n<p>Many years ago I woke up one morning and immediately felt: \u201cSomething is different. Something\u2019s wrong with me.\u201d Weeks of uncertainty followed. I had no idea what was happening to me. Life was slipping away from me. What was bothering me the most? This insensitive emptiness inside me. Finally, a medical diagnosis\u2026 In my first song I tell you about my experiences with the disease \u201cdepression\u201d.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap\"><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image\" ><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-overlay tatsu-column-overlay tatsu-animate-none\" ><\/div><\/div><style>.tatsu-row > .tatsu-HA15lzOO83.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-HA15lzOO83.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-overlay{mix-blend-mode: normal;}.tatsu-HA15lzOO83 > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-top-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-HA15lzOO83 > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bottom-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-HA15lzOO83 > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-left-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-HA15lzOO83 > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-right-divider{z-index: 9999;}@media only screen and (max-width:1377px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-HA15lzOO83.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (min-width:768px) and (max-width: 1024px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-HA15lzOO83.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-HA15lzOO83.tatsu-column{width: 100%;}}<\/style><\/div><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-animate tatsu-column-align-top tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu-mr6dZ-44um\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\"   data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-single-image tatsu-module align-center tatsu-image-lazyload tatsu-7Nt7wEBKgz   tatsu-hide-desktop tatsu-hide-laptop tatsu-hide-tablet\" ><div class=\"tatsu-single-image-inner \" style=\"width : 1080px;\" ><div class = \"tatsu-single-image-padding-wrap\" style = \"padding-bottom : 66.666666666667%;\" ><\/div><img class = \"tatsu-gradient-border\" alt = \"\" title = \"Bild6b\" data-src = \"https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Bild6b.jpg\" src =\"data:image\/png;base64,iVBORw0KGgoAAAANSUhEUgAAAAEAAAABCAQAAAC1HAwCAAAAC0lEQVR42mNkYAAAAAYAAjCB0C8AAAAASUVORK5CYII=\"  \/><\/div><style>.tatsu-7Nt7wEBKgz .tatsu-single-image-inner{border-style: solid;max-width: 100%;}.tatsu-7Nt7wEBKgz.tatsu-single-image{transform: translate3d(0px,0px, 0);}<\/style><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap\"><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image\" ><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-overlay tatsu-column-overlay tatsu-animate-none\" ><\/div><\/div><style>.tatsu-row > .tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap > .tatsu-column-bg-image{background-image: url(https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Bild6b.jpg);background-repeat: no-repeat;background-attachment: scroll;background-position: top center;background-size: cover;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bg-blur{background-repeat: no-repeat;background-attachment: scroll;background-position: top center;background-size: cover;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 5% 0px 0px 0%;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-overlay{mix-blend-mode: normal;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-top-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bottom-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-left-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-right-divider{z-index: 9999;}@media only screen and (max-width:1377px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (min-width:768px) and (max-width: 1024px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 0px 0px 0px 0%;}}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column{width: 100%;}.tatsu-mr6dZ-44um.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 0px 0px 0px 0%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-row-wrap  tatsu-row-full-width tatsu-row-has-one-half tatsu-row-has-two-cols tatsu-zero-margin tatsu-no-gutter tatsu-eq-cols tatsu-swap-cols  tatsu-clearfix tatsu-J5pqnBg2Sl\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-row \" ><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-animate tatsu-column-align-middle tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\"   data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-single-image tatsu-module align-center tatsu-image-lazyload tatsu-_QitjM1Gq4   tatsu-hide-desktop tatsu-hide-laptop tatsu-hide-tablet\" ><div class=\"tatsu-single-image-inner \" style=\"width : 1080px;\" ><div class = \"tatsu-single-image-padding-wrap\" style = \"padding-bottom : 66.666666666667%;\" ><\/div><img class = \"tatsu-gradient-border\" alt = \"\" title = \"Bild2\" data-src = \"https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Bild2.jpg\" src =\"data:image\/png;base64,iVBORw0KGgoAAAANSUhEUgAAAAEAAAABCAQAAAC1HAwCAAAAC0lEQVR42mNkYAAAAAYAAjCB0C8AAAAASUVORK5CYII=\"  \/><\/div><style>.tatsu-_QitjM1Gq4 .tatsu-single-image-inner{border-style: solid;max-width: 100%;}.tatsu-_QitjM1Gq4.tatsu-single-image{transform: translate3d(0px,0px, 0);}<\/style><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap\"><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image\" ><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-overlay tatsu-column-overlay tatsu-animate-none\" ><\/div><\/div><style>.tatsu-row > .tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap > .tatsu-column-bg-image{background-image: url(https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Bild2.jpg);background-repeat: no-repeat;background-attachment: scroll;background-position: top center;background-size: cover;}.tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bg-blur{background-repeat: no-repeat;background-attachment: scroll;background-position: top center;background-size: cover;}.tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-overlay{mix-blend-mode: normal;}.tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-top-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bottom-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-left-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-right-divider{z-index: 9999;}@media only screen and (max-width:1377px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (min-width:768px) and (max-width: 1024px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-dxW2oEAi4M.tatsu-column{width: 100%;}}<\/style><\/div><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-animate tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\"   data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-single-image tatsu-module align-center tatsu-image-lazyload tatsu-AAHxuLylRL   tatsu-hide-desktop tatsu-hide-laptop tatsu-hide-tablet\" ><div class=\"tatsu-single-image-inner \" style=\"width : 1744px;\" ><div class = \"tatsu-single-image-padding-wrap\" style = \"padding-bottom : 100%;\" ><\/div><img class = \"tatsu-gradient-border\" alt = \"\" title = \"Satellite View &#8211; My Silent Void &#8211; Cover\" data-src = \"https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Satellite-View-My-Silent-Void-Cover.jpg\" src =\"data:image\/png;base64,iVBORw0KGgoAAAANSUhEUgAAAAEAAAABCAQAAAC1HAwCAAAAC0lEQVR42mNkYAAAAAYAAjCB0C8AAAAASUVORK5CYII=\"  \/><\/div><style>.tatsu-AAHxuLylRL .tatsu-single-image-inner{border-style: solid;max-width: 100%;}.tatsu-AAHxuLylRL.tatsu-single-image{transform: translate3d(0px,0px, 0);}<\/style><\/div><div  class=\"tatsu-module tatsu-text-block-wrap tatsu-Mx2pxM0RxU  \"><div class=\"tatsu-text-inner tatsu-align-center  clearfix\" ><style>.tatsu-Mx2pxM0RxU.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 65%;text-align: center;padding: 0px 0px 7% 0px;}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-Mx2pxM0RxU.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 80%;}}<\/style>\n<h2>Therapy<\/h2>\n<p>But at the time, I had no idea what depression really was. It was very difficult for me and those close to me to deal with it. With medical support I came out of the first big hole. But before I could leave the depression behind me completely, many years of ups and downs were to pass\u2026<\/p>\n<h2>Positive experience?<\/h2>\n<p>Today I can look back and speak openly and honestly about my experiences. Because I am doing well. Very well indeed. And because I have taken a lot with me from this difficult time. Because without these experiences I would not be the life-affirming and positive person that I am today. So when someone asks me whether I would have liked to have given up my illness, I can only say: Yes and no. But I wouldn&#8217;t wish it on anyone&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap\"><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image\" ><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-overlay tatsu-column-overlay tatsu-animate-none\" ><\/div><\/div><style>.tatsu-row > .tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 5% 0px 0px 0%;}.tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-overlay{mix-blend-mode: normal;}.tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6 > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-top-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6 > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bottom-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6 > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-left-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6 > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-right-divider{z-index: 9999;}@media only screen and (max-width:1377px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (min-width:768px) and (max-width: 1024px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 0px 0px 0px 0%;}}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6.tatsu-column{width: 100%;}.tatsu-PDnT3T3L_6.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 0px 0px 0px 0%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-row-wrap  tatsu-row-full-width tatsu-row-has-one-half tatsu-row-has-two-cols tatsu-zero-margin tatsu-no-gutter tatsu-eq-cols  tatsu-clearfix tatsu-cGUO9Q3lUU\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-row \" ><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-column-align-middle tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf\"  data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-module tatsu-text-block-wrap tatsu-rnmcnB8jil  \"><div class=\"tatsu-text-inner tatsu-align-center  clearfix\" ><style>.tatsu-rnmcnB8jil.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 65%;text-align: center;padding: 0px 0px 7% 0px;}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-rnmcnB8jil.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 80%;}}<\/style>\n<h2>Why a song about depression?<\/h2>\n<p>For one thing, the creative process back then simply helped me deal with the situation.. When everything seems meaningless and empty to you, it helps a lot if you find something that at least fulfills you a little and makes sense.<\/p>\n<p>On the other hand, like most of those affected, it was very difficult for me to make it clear to my fellow human beings how I am, what it looks like inside of me and how it feels to be (clinical) depressed. Through the combination of lyrics and music, I finally had the feeling that I was able to convey this state better.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap\"><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image\" ><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-overlay tatsu-column-overlay tatsu-animate-none\" ><\/div><\/div><style>.tatsu-row > .tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 5% 0px 0px 0px;}.tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-overlay{mix-blend-mode: normal;}.tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-top-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bottom-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-left-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-right-divider{z-index: 9999;}@media only screen and (max-width:1377px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (min-width:768px) and (max-width: 1024px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-eQ8iDMf6tf.tatsu-column{width: 100%;}}<\/style><\/div><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-animate tatsu-column-align-top tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\"   data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-single-image tatsu-module align-center tatsu-image-lazyload tatsu-x6OIajKfFx4   tatsu-hide-desktop tatsu-hide-laptop tatsu-hide-tablet\" ><div class=\"tatsu-single-image-inner \" style=\"width : 1200px;\" ><div class = \"tatsu-single-image-padding-wrap\" style = \"padding-bottom : 66.666666666667%;\" ><\/div><img class = \"tatsu-gradient-border\" alt = \"\" title = \"My silent Void &#8211; satellite view &#8211; Woman big\" data-src = \"https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/My-silent-Void-satellite-view-Woman-big.jpg\" src =\"data:image\/png;base64,iVBORw0KGgoAAAANSUhEUgAAAAEAAAABCAQAAAC1HAwCAAAAC0lEQVR42mNkYAAAAAYAAjCB0C8AAAAASUVORK5CYII=\"  \/><\/div><style>.tatsu-x6OIajKfFx4 .tatsu-single-image-inner{border-style: solid;max-width: 100%;}.tatsu-x6OIajKfFx4.tatsu-single-image{transform: translate3d(0px,0px, 0);}<\/style><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap\"><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image\" ><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-overlay tatsu-column-overlay tatsu-animate-none\" ><\/div><\/div><style>.tatsu-row > .tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap > .tatsu-column-bg-image{background-image: url(https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/My-silent-Void-satellite-view-Woman-big.jpg);background-repeat: no-repeat;background-attachment: scroll;background-position: top center;background-size: cover;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bg-blur{background-repeat: no-repeat;background-attachment: scroll;background-position: top center;background-size: cover;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 5% 0px 0px 0%;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-overlay{mix-blend-mode: normal;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-top-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bottom-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-left-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-right-divider{z-index: 9999;}@media only screen and (max-width:1377px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (min-width:768px) and (max-width: 1024px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 0px 0px 0px 0%;}}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column{width: 100%;}.tatsu-KZxokqIVy2e.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 0px 0px 0px 0%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-row-wrap  tatsu-row-full-width tatsu-row-has-one-half tatsu-row-has-two-cols tatsu-zero-margin tatsu-no-gutter tatsu-eq-cols tatsu-swap-cols  tatsu-clearfix tatsu-n6AODH5J9rU\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-row \" ><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-animate tatsu-column-align-middle tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\"   data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-single-image tatsu-module align-center tatsu-image-lazyload tatsu-0KwKFxde4D5   tatsu-hide-desktop tatsu-hide-laptop tatsu-hide-tablet\" ><div class=\"tatsu-single-image-inner \" style=\"width : 1200px;\" ><div class = \"tatsu-single-image-padding-wrap\" style = \"padding-bottom : 66.666666666667%;\" ><\/div><img class = \"tatsu-gradient-border\" alt = \"\" title = \"My silent Void &#8211; satellite view &#8211; Knife big\" data-src = \"https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/My-silent-Void-satellite-view-Knife-big.jpg\" src =\"data:image\/png;base64,iVBORw0KGgoAAAANSUhEUgAAAAEAAAABCAQAAAC1HAwCAAAAC0lEQVR42mNkYAAAAAYAAjCB0C8AAAAASUVORK5CYII=\"  \/><\/div><style>.tatsu-0KwKFxde4D5 .tatsu-single-image-inner{border-style: solid;max-width: 100%;}.tatsu-0KwKFxde4D5.tatsu-single-image{transform: translate3d(0px,0px, 0);}<\/style><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap\"><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image\" ><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-overlay tatsu-column-overlay tatsu-animate-none\" ><\/div><\/div><style>.tatsu-row > .tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap > .tatsu-column-bg-image{background-image: url(https:\/\/satelliteview.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/My-silent-Void-satellite-view-Knife-big.jpg);background-repeat: no-repeat;background-attachment: scroll;background-position: top center;background-size: cover;}.tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bg-blur{background-repeat: no-repeat;background-attachment: scroll;background-position: top center;background-size: cover;}.tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-overlay{mix-blend-mode: normal;}.tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-top-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bottom-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-left-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-right-divider{z-index: 9999;}@media only screen and (max-width:1377px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (min-width:768px) and (max-width: 1024px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-XCjlFq02lvL.tatsu-column{width: 100%;}}<\/style><\/div><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-animate tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\"   data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-module tatsu-text-block-wrap tatsu-YV0mSrL7SS9  \"><div class=\"tatsu-text-inner tatsu-align-center  clearfix\" ><style>.tatsu-YV0mSrL7SS9.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 65%;text-align: center;padding: 0px 0px 7% 0px;}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-YV0mSrL7SS9.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 80%;padding: 5% 0px 7% 0px;}}<\/style>\n<h2>Why go public?<\/h2>\n<p>Although the topic has found its way more and more into the public through affected celebrities (like e.g. Robin Williams, Chester Bennington), sick people still have to fight unjustly with stigmatisation and prejudices. We all know about common diseases such as heart attacks, strokes, etc. But about the most common mental illness people still like to keep silent.<\/p>\n<p>With my music, I would therefore like to make a contribution to bringing the subject more to the public and the awareness of people. More information and prevention would be helpful for everyone involved and would be an important step towards more mental health.<\/p>\n<p>I also want to encourage and motivate those affected. Even if your own situation often seems hopeless: there are many ways and means that are worth trying. I speak from personal experience&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image-wrap\"><div class = \"tatsu-column-bg-image\" ><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-overlay tatsu-column-overlay tatsu-animate-none\" ><\/div><\/div><style>.tatsu-row > .tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 5% 0px 0px 0%;}.tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-overlay{mix-blend-mode: normal;}.tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-top-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-bottom-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-left-divider{z-index: 9999;}.tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-right-divider{z-index: 9999;}@media only screen and (max-width:1377px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}}@media only screen and (min-width:768px) and (max-width: 1024px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf.tatsu-column{width: 50%;}.tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 0px 0px 0px 0%;}}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-row > .tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf.tatsu-column{width: 100%;}.tatsu-rmYokDhgkKf.tatsu-column > .tatsu-column-inner > .tatsu-column-pad-wrap > .tatsu-column-pad{padding: 0px 0px 0px 0%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class=\"tatsu-row-wrap  tatsu-row-full-width tatsu-row-has-one-half tatsu-row-has-two-cols tatsu-zero-margin tatsu-no-gutter tatsu-eq-cols  tatsu-clearfix tatsu-qGWHCC9czTf\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-row \" ><div  class=\"tatsu-column  tatsu-bg-overlay tatsu-one-half tatsu-animate tatsu-column-align-middle tatsu-column-image-none tatsu-column-effect-none  tatsu--0qc1X6j9QK\" data-animation=\"fadeInUp\"   data-parallax-speed=\"0\" style=\"\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-inner \" ><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad-wrap\"><div class=\"tatsu-column-pad\" ><div  class=\"tatsu-module tatsu-text-block-wrap tatsu-fA_gRKQvI7v  \"><div class=\"tatsu-text-inner tatsu-align-center  clearfix\" ><style>.tatsu-fA_gRKQvI7v.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 90%;text-align: center;padding: 0% 0% 0% 0%;}.tatsu-fA_gRKQvI7v.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner *{font-family : \"Roboto\",-apple-system,BlinkMacSystemFont,'Segoe UI',Roboto,Oxygen-Sans,Ubuntu,Cantarell,'Helvetica Neue',sans-serif;font-weight : 300;font-style : italic;text-transform : none;letter-spacing : 0px;}@media only screen and (max-width: 767px) {.tatsu-fA_gRKQvI7v.tatsu-text-block-wrap .tatsu-text-inner{width: 90%;}}<\/style>\n<h2 style=\"text-align: center;\">Lyrics<\/h2>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Stony asphalt, dying sky \u2013 a cold frame.<br \/>And in between my silent void \u2013 everywhere the same.<br \/>In the sky a chain of lights \u2013 fleeing.<br \/>Upside down, where is the time while I just carry on.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Everyday, a shade of grey, coloured moments on my way.<br \/>And memory, stay with me, keep me watchful, fight the grey!<br \/>And hopeful dreams of freedom and light-heartedness.<br \/>And one day it will be all right.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">A lifeless haze of senselessness \u2013 falling.<br \/>The place where you can hear my steps \u2013 interchangeable.<br \/>The stars above are beautiful \u2013 surprising.<br \/>A different world, a different truth \u2013 you don\u2019t know how I feel.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">A long time ago we were in the fields.<br \/>The sun above, bright, golden and clear.<br \/>Holding my hand you said I\u2019d enjoy the beauty surrounding us<br \/>if I were here.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><div  class=\"tatsu-empty-space  tatsu-PAXnbeE_IPF  \" ><style>.tatsu-PAXnbeE_IPF.tatsu-empty-space{height: 30px;}<\/style><\/div><div  class=\"oshine-animated-link  tatsu-mzEHtTk_I_n oshine-module align-center   \" 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